"You're crazy, you make things up. You believe what you want to believe and that's it, that's your reality and nobody else's."

14th of August 2015, 2.39pm



This is probably one of the worst experiences i've had with drugs. Seeing someone i love so much have no control over their body was one of the most scariest moments of my entire life.
You think that you have control over the situation and everything can simply stop.
Then when it does stop and he says to you that he thought he was dead and that he was trapped.

Somewhere in the past year i started to abuse drugs. I'm not denying it, It made me feel better, it made me feel somewhat alive. It made things more fun.

But it had to get to this point to rock me back to reality.
It's all fun and games until you directly experience a body without a soul.



"I love your lips!" - ?
"Aw thank you" - R
"How long does it last? 6 months?" - ?

16th of February 2015, 9.42pm



"I'm thankful for my years spent with this family, for everything we shared, every chance we had to grow. I'll take the best of them with me and lead by their example wherever I go. A friend told me to be honest with you, so here it goes. This isn't what I want, but I'll take the high road. Maybe it's because I look at everything as a lesson, or because I don't want to walk around angry, or maybe it's because I finally understand. There are things we don't want to happen, but have to accept. Things we don't want to know, but have to learn. And people we can't live without, but have to let go"

I am obviously smashing this Criminal Minds marathon.



"You're suggesting those types of movies today. Looks like you want to feel something today" - A

2nd of February 2015, 1.38pm



"Why are you still hanging on?" - A
"I don't know" - R

29th of January 2015, 9.59pm