"My dream is to own a farm" - P
"That's the best and most suitable dream for you!" - R
"What are you going to have on your farm?" - K
"I'm going to have a lot of animals and we're all going to hang" - P
"What animals would you get?" - K
"Like cows and an owl and more that would help the workings of a farm" - P
"Why an owl?" - K
"To fight off rats" - P

20th of December 2016, 9.42pm


"I went with the crowd, i went with everyone else. Man, i thought, if he could buy a house, then i could too. Then i did, and now i'm sleeping in it, waking up every morning thinking what the fuck." - L

23rd of November 2016, 11.30pm


".. it's better than sex, it's the best feeling in the world. When you come off it, you just want to die." - A

12th of October 2016, 11.34pm



"You sound like you were such a jock" - R
"So playing basketball made me a jock?" - A
"Yep."- R
"Hm. Okay, what were you like?" - A
"Um. Lets just say if i were my best friend in high school, i'd so write a story of me and how much of a loser i was." - R
"What? Really?" - A
"I don't know. But looking back, kind of feel so sorry she had to put up with me and my compulsive lies." - R

10th of September 2016, 1.46am



"What made you do this?" - R
"Because i don't want to be working full time straight away. I just finished studying which took up most of my life. I want to enjoy being free for awhile now." - T
"I love that there's people like you with that mindset. It assures me that i shouldn't feel guilty for spending my time and money on travel and experiences and stressing if i should be working full time" - R
"Yeah no, most people in my grad year is working full time and they hate their life. Why would i do that to myself? There's so much in the world to see and do and feel than feel stressed at work. Life is more than that. People say i should because i should save and buy a house but.." - T
".. that's just not what we want in life right now." - R

6th of September 2016, 3.51pm



As each year passes, i start to grasp, feel and understand more of the value of my life and life in general. So just in a few sentences, here are some feelings i have experienced and understood in the past year.

  • When the heart yearns for culture and experiences
  • When the heart breaks because of the understanding of a father's woes and hardship
  • The confusion of religion
  • The thought of of religion
  • The hopefulness of religion again
  • How it feels to trek in snow up a mountain 
  • The lost of breath at the peak of that mountain
  • Freezing to hell in a blizzard
  • Love heart eyes at a city so full of views
  • Melting from shrooms in the most amazing sun baking day
  • Doubt of him and love
  • The feeling of giving up history for something i didn't realise understood but made me feel something nice
  • Pity for abused and ill treated animals in third world countries
  • The joy a pet brings
  • That road trip feeling driving around California
  • Vegas wasted
  • The hectic-ness of The Big Apple
  • The homey-ness of Toronto
  • The sickening hatred for the system after watching The Big Short
  • To be in so so so love again
  • How it feels to live a pay check to pay check life while juggling travel debt
  • Education accomplished 
  • Over joyed at your sister's wedding 
  • The pride of being a bridesmaid
  • Music rapture
  • When you dislike his friend
  • Regret of doing something that will somewhat benefit in the long run
  • The feeling of rack
  • Sacrifice of travel
  • More regret
  • The intense desire and ache for a Europe trip
  • Unnecessary detest for racial stereotypes
  • Wrinkles
  • When motivation dies every single week
  • The realisation that this community is living in such a microcosm
  • The realisation that this community has reached its limits on how much it can teach me
  • The strong want to leave this area and start all over 
  • Understanding of how annoying debt can be
  • The liberation felt when debt is cleared 
  • When you freeze at people on fire 
  • Understanding that some people are the way they are because of how they've been brought up
  • The problems i have are nothing compared to other people in the world
  • The realisation that i can't force my love for certain things on people 
  • The shock to understand why there was a sudden trend to have children early in my area
  • The realisation that people are allowed to choose if they want to have children and a family early
  • That crave and thirst for meat
  • That achievement in being able to not eat meat for a year
  • The deep wish to give everything to my parents and the hopelessness felt when i know i can't fulfil it because i am selfish
  • The cluelessness felt for politics
  • The anger at terrorism
  • The irritation at racism
  • Amazed at the advancement of technology
  • Understanding of how education has positively impacted my life
  • Motivation to build my own business and the realisation that i can do it
  • Not knowing what a few sentences is 

Happy Birthday River, 
Welcome to your mid 20s, Welcome to another era of experiences. 



"Like, i show you the world.. what do you have for me..?" - L

12th of August 2016, 9.56pm



"Seventh Recorded Incident: next door neighbour drives in"

22nd of May 2016, 9.15pm